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4/21/2005

Less Than Nothing...

Ughh...

Ya know when ya work all the time and you wish that if ya had a day off you would use that day to totally get everything up and in order and start a new direction in life..
Well... today was suppose to be one of those days... unfortunately I got up at like 10 am but didn't really wake up untill like 12:30p.m.
I only had like 1 cup of coffee where I usually have like 3 or 4...
I had no breakfast or lunch and I was not even hungry...
I even took a nap from like 5 to 8 in front of the tv...
I even skipped dinner... so weird...
Plus I only made myself one drink that lasted from the beginning of Joey to the end of C.S.I....

Ughh... I did less than nothing today...

Nothing appealed to me... and this is not the first time that this has happened... I was off yesterday and I swore that I would get this show on the road... I was also off last Friday, and last Thursday and last Wednesday and the Thursday before that....
There's nothing like no work to make someone feel worthless and there is nothing like working at a job that 'is not for you' to actually make you feel like a somebody... a failure somebody but I guess a somebody nonetheless... weird...

And I guess that yesterday is really just a distant memory now... I wonder if I ever really felt that way or if I just wished that I did...

I hate this...

I hate feeling this way...

In a word... semiunemploymenttotallysux...

///posted by the often humiliated but never decaffeinated X @ 4/21/2005

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