Cry...
And yes... this year is no better...
And the worse part is that if I had changed... If I did all the things I that promised myself that I would do.. And if did all the things I needed/wanted to do...
Nothing would have made a difference...
...everything that has happen would have happened whether I had changed or not...
...a change would not have made any... any difference...
So what does that say.
What does that mean.
Really.
I hate this.
I hate feeling this way.
In a word... pleasegoaway...idonotwantyoutoseemelikethis... |