8/31/2005 Oh No... And So... Here We All Go... You can help out here... Uggh... gas prices shot up at least like a minimum of 30 cents overnight... and is it weird that the only other time that I saw really long lines to get gas was in a movie... And it was so totally windy and warm and rainy and balmy today... all day... I can just only imagine... what it was like... for them... In a word... sad... ///posted by the often humiliated but never decaffeinated X @ 8/31/2005 0 Fresh Colorful Commentaries...

8/30/2005 Terrible... Uggh... you can help out here... And eventhough I am like 1,400+ miles away... it's startin' to look pretty stormy here... In a word... nowords... ///posted by the often humiliated but never decaffeinated X @ 8/30/2005 0 Fresh Colorful Commentaries...

8/29/2005 A Prayer... The Gulf Coast... In a word... amen. ///posted by the often humiliated but never decaffeinated X @ 8/29/2005 0 Fresh Colorful Commentaries...

8/28/2005 Responsible Sans Responsibility... Ohhh... so very cryptic... So yeah... I'd tell ya what was 'spose to happen today... //study//... but it won't happen... 'cause of what I did/happend last night... and I could not be more happy... If you were there then... then you now know why... this time... it still won't happen... however ... ...COURAGE! //takes deep breath// In a word... iamasreadyasreadywillbe... ///posted by the often humiliated but never decaffeinated X @ 8/28/2005 0 Fresh Colorful Commentaries...

8/27/2005 Spontaneity Spawning Spontaneity... Is it weird... ...really... Is it weird that when all ya want to do... is... totally... absolutly... nothing... and then... someone calls... ... and your all like thinkin' '...but I really wanted to do nothing... gosh... ' ... ... and then ya debated... with yaself... ... and if ya did really want to go out... would ya... uggh... ... but ya was planning to stay at home all day... and be kool with yaself... ... well... datz tru... ... but then... ya called back... and ya say... 'yeah... I'll be there by 7'... and then ya are all like... 'it will be... alright... I guess blah'... //FST FWD TO 7 P.M.// ...and then... suddenly... alright became good... and then good became great... and then great became totally awesome... I KNOW! YA KNOW! ...it's all just so totally just around the corner... In a word...turn... ///posted by the often humiliated but never decaffeinated X @ 8/27/2005 0 Fresh Colorful Commentaries...

8/26/2005 It's Another Trick... Ya Messin' With Ma Mind... I Wake Up... Umm... with a lil' bit o' clouds too... Ruh Rooh... So... I just turned the corner... Ahhh... I guess it is all a matter of perspective... pretty... In a word... howl... ///posted by the often humiliated but never decaffeinated X @ 8/26/2005 0 Fresh Colorful Commentaries...

8/24/2005 The Promise Of A Brave New World... Unfurled Beneath A Clear Blue Sky... Yeah... I know I've like taken it out of context... but... it is still kinda kewl... Dudes... the sky was just so totally blue today... It's the kinda blue hue that ya only see at the end of September... when the air is a lil' colder and a lil' crisper and the leaves slowly start to change... but this was a rare treat... for soooo long the sky was just a bright yellow heavy haze... but now... ... as clear as the bright blue sky... ... you could even see The Moon... ... totally wild... plus it was even kinda warm out too... I thought 'this is how summer should be'... I loved it. In a word... crystal... ///posted by the often humiliated but never decaffeinated X @ 8/24/2005 0 Fresh Colorful Commentaries...

8/23/2005 ... And If She Really Ever Really Loved Him.... Yeah so.. . ...if she really did love him ... ... if she really cared about him... ... if she ever even had one single inkling for him... ... why... why... why would ya still hold on to the yougurt... ... would ya... would ya really... and that's a tell right there... and I know it's too late to speculate.... but that be a bad sign ... totally... In a word... welcomebackgroovey... ///posted by the often humiliated but never decaffeinated X @ 8/23/2005 0 Fresh Colorful Commentaries...

8/22/2005 I Had A Life Once... Now All I Have... Is A Mission... Oh Yeah... Aeon Flux ... ahh... groovey roovey... All hail and praise a pint to... Liquid Television... This movie may not be totally great... but so far... it looks better than I thought it would be... Totally check it out here... makes ya wanna rock out like Lenny Kravitz... right... and totally check out the trailer... And in other newz... So yeah... I was getting gas and while I was getting gas... I decided to look at the I-gotta-pay-anyway prices... and this is what I saw... ...now look closer... ...now closer still... ...do you see it... now... YUP!... a friggin' prayin' mantis... dudes! ... I had not seen one in like 10+ years... and aren't they usually all really like all green... well... aren't they?!? I even tried not to look at it... but dudes... I could totally see my reflection in it's big black eyes... so I quickly turned away... and then... then I could see its' reflection in my Jeep's window... looking at me... staring at me... getting ready to make its' move... to kill me... and I... I was the one... totally prayin'... In a word...amen ///posted by the often humiliated but never decaffeinated X @ 8/22/2005 0 Fresh Colorful Commentaries...

8/21/2005 Talk About Your Six Feet Under... Holy wow! I won't say anything incase someone TiVo'd it... but... ... the song at the end is called 'Breathe Me' by Sia... I prolly only watched like every third episode the whole time it was on... but what I saw I really liked... and it was pretty kewl... and is it weird that I am kinda sad about the fact that it is totally over... because... inretrospecta... if I was flippin' through the channels and the show popped up, no matter where in the show it was, I would totally stop... so... so what happens now... when I start flippin' through... In a word... breathme... ///posted by the often humiliated but never decaffeinated X @ 8/21/2005 0 Fresh Colorful Commentaries...

8/20/2005 I Heartz Partyz...Whaz...... I Did Whuz.. I Went Wherez... Whyz... Hurraz... A goodz time wuz hadz by allz... 'hic'... In a word... whuzmyname... ///posted by the often humiliated but never decaffeinated X @ 8/20/2005 0 Fresh Colorful Commentaries...

8/19/2005 Goin' To Party Hearty... Peace out... I gotta big weekend with big plans and it starts now... In a word... himynameis... ///posted by the often humiliated but never decaffeinated X @ 8/19/2005 0 Fresh Colorful Commentaries...

8/18/2005 I've Been Changing... But You'll Never See Me... Now... I'm So Far Away... Is it weird that I do things that I would want to tell someone... Someone who I have not seen in a long long time... So that they would not worry... So that they would finally know that I was not a dork or a loser or a chump... ... and is it weird that I have the capability to get in contact with this/these person/persons to tell of my semi-accomplishment... ... and then do not... is that weird... ... and by accomplishment I mean... when sometime in the distant future when I really do accomplish something... should I tell them... or should I let them find out... which they won't... now is that weird... Skip down to track number three ... In other newz... ... and I hate it when peeps yell at me... or otherwise know as... I hate it ... is is so rude... right Gwen... In a word... sputnick... ///posted by the often humiliated but never decaffeinated X @ 8/18/2005 0 Fresh Colorful Commentaries...

8/17/2005 The Closer I Got To Home... Longer The Long Way Became... Is it weird that I drove to get some 'refreshment components' around the same time the sun was setting... and I was all by myself... and it was so nice out... I decided to take the long way home and I totally had a couple of nice selections on the iPod/iTrip... and the closer I got to home the longer the long way became... is that like weird... really?... no one... then it's just me... well then... that's kewl... In other newz... all ready in progress... ... so totally and then this morning I saw this and I thought 'Wow... am I in front of a church?'.... ... but then... I looked closer... and I think... I think... it was a wood and iron stockade... ... real nice... in the middle of the street no less... nice... there was not even a plaque to say what it was for... a lil' too creepy for moi... In a word... thewagesofsin... ///posted by the often humiliated but never decaffeinated X @ 8/17/2005 0 Fresh Colorful Commentaries...

8/16/2005 Go... Wait... Stop... Wait... Yawn... Go... Why do I have like a ton of energy when I wake up... Then zero energy in the middle of the day... // then fade to way way waaay black // And then a ton of energy... now... Why... Why... Why... Why? Why do I do it? Why get up? Why keep fighting? Do I believe I'm fighting for something? For more than my survival? Can you tell me what it is? Do you even know? Is it freedom? Or truth? Perhaps peace? Yes? No? Could it be for ****? Illusions... Vagaries of perception. The temporary constructs of a feeble human intellect trying... desperately... ... to justify an existence that is... without meaning... or purpose... And all of them as artificial as the ***** itself... although only a human mind could invent something as insipid as ****. You must be able to see it... You must know it by now... You can't win... It's pointless to keep fighting... Why? Why? Why do you persist? In a word... becauseichooseto... ///posted by the often humiliated but never decaffeinated X @ 8/16/2005 0 Fresh Colorful Commentaries...

8/15/2005 The Past Gas... Yeah so... this is the first time that I have made a comment about the price of gas... ...since the last time... ... actually... in this pic... is still like ten cents less than I paid just last week... ...phunny... In a word... punsarephun... ///posted by the often humiliated but never decaffeinated X @ 8/15/2005 0 Fresh Colorful Commentaries...

8/14/2005 Last Night Was... Totally Awesome... Yo... straight up... Last night went from this... To this... In like two minutes... If you were there then ya know what I mean... In a word... alwaysexpectingtheunexpected... ///posted by the often humiliated but never decaffeinated X @ 8/14/2005 0 Fresh Colorful Commentaries...

8/13/2005 Reason Why I Am Getting Rid Of This... Yeah so... like a bunch of months ago I got my Magic Bullet... //great for somethings... not so good for others... // ...anywho... it was packed in this really wild styrofoam cyberdyne minimalistic extravagant contraption... and instead of throwin' it out... //pause// hey... it looked kewl enough yet functional enough to hold all ... my paper clips my thumb tacs my pens my highlighters my rubberbands my post its my pencils my markers my tape my blank cd's my blank dvd-r's my zip disks my super disks my staples my booze coasters ummm... did I say post its ... And the best part was was that there were two styrofoam halves... and so... I thought... what if I taped them both together to make one sick wild shelf... So I did... And it was so awesome... everything has a place and everything in its place... it was one of the happiest daze of my life... /tear/... //pause for effect// Until ya tip the damn thing over... UGGH! It's rainin' pens... Hallelujah! It's rainin pens... Amen! or Marker Mark and The Funky Bunch... Felt tip it! Felt tip it! or She lies and says she's in love with him... can't find a rubber band... She dreams in color, she dreams in red... can't find a rubber band...... or Black pen singing in the dead of night... Take these sunken eyes and learn to see... or Wrap it up... I'll tape it... Wrap it up... I'll tape it! Wrap.... Wrap...Wrap! Wrap! Wrap! I'll tape it! In a word... punsarenofunwithoutpens... ///posted by the often humiliated but never decaffeinated X @ 8/13/2005 0 Fresh Colorful Commentaries...

8/12/2005 Blues Before And After... These pics are not so much as before and after... but more like 500 feet before and 500 feet after... with a school inbetween... I guess I just dig the dichotomy... One entry found for dichotomy. Main Entry: di·chot·o·my Pronunciation: dI-'kä-t&-mE Function: noun Inflected Form(s): plural -mies Etymology: Greek dichotomia, from dichotomos 1 : a division or the process of dividing into two especially mutually exclusive or contradictory groups or entities 2 : the phase of the moon or an inferior planet in which half its disk appears illuminated 3 a : BIFURCATION; especially : repeated bifurcation (as of a plant's stem) b : a system of branching in which the main axis forks repeatedly into two branches c : branching of an ancestral line into two equal diverging branches 4 : something with seemingly contradictory qualities And in other newz... You know I really wanna see you when you know I might not ... ... and you make me want you more... when you hurt me a lot... I say I really love you and you say that you don't ... ...and it really turns me on... when you say that you won't... Uggh... oops... mah iPod just went toe up... In a word... intosmithereens... ///posted by the often humiliated but never decaffeinated X @ 8/12/2005 0 Fresh Colorful Commentaries...

8/11/2005 Born To Be Down... What Good Is Confidence... Third graders...uggh... at it again... In other newz... I took this pic with my camera phone... it really does not do it justice... There was like this funky stillness... all day... for daze... all yellowgray... ... and everything was just foggy hazy blah... ... with no definition to clouds or the sun or moon or stars... or anything... ... and then suddenly... it was like everything was in this orangy mellow hue... ... and quickly there was a focus and a definition... ... the whole parking lot noticed but desperately tried not to be amazed... it was so weird... I guess it was the warmth of the warm... An escape from the haze... The shine of the sunset... for weeks... only a memory... A remaining reminder... The defining definition... hang in there... I'm still right here... Ummm... I guess you had to be there... ummm... anywho... Born to be down... I've learned all my lessons before now... In a word... youresopathetic... ///posted by the often humiliated but never decaffeinated X @ 8/11/2005 0 Fresh Colorful Commentaries...

8/10/2005 Strange Plants... Even Stranger Street Signs... Strange Daze Indeed... I totally saw this plant today... which I believe... is suppose to have at least one new bloom every single day (hibiscus)... so my question is... why are they all red but one... And I dont even know if this is even a real word... and by the way... are 3rd graders working for the town making up these signs... really... honestly... .. and sadly my mockery has turned to tragedy...or not ... In a word... verywonka... ///posted by the often humiliated but never decaffeinated X @ 8/10/2005 0 Fresh Colorful Commentaries...

8/09/2005 Talk About Your Final Destination... Uggh... it rained a little bit this morning and the roads are all still a little slick... I hate this... //pause for foreshadowing// So I need coffee... so after I stop at Sev's... I get back on the road... So then I begin to open my coffee... ya know... tryn' to sneak a sip... all the while driving at high speed... And while I was driving... I oddly noticed... a lady on a cell phone... Then I saw a dude light a cigarette... I saw another dude dial his cell... And I even saw a lady puttin' on eye-stuff... //pause// and then... I saw this... //gasp// Dudes... it was just... totally... like... this... And we all know what happens next... yikes... In a word...notagreatwaytostarttheday... ///posted by the often humiliated but never decaffeinated X @ 8/09/2005 0 Fresh Colorful Commentaries...

8/08/2005 If You're Bored... Well... Then... Your Boring... In a word... paranoiaparanoiaeveryoneisouttogetme... ///posted by the often humiliated but never decaffeinated X @ 8/08/2005 0 Fresh Colorful Commentaries...

8/07/2005 Shibby! Dudes... I so totally forgot how insanely hah-larious this movie is.... ... I caught it earlier today with Bro B and we were laughing and he said... //unquote// ... something has to be said about a movie when you start to laugh before the joke is even said... //quote// ...everytime I think about this movie I just start to laugh a little... and then... I laugh a little more... Dude! You got a tattoo! So do you, dude! Dude, what does my tattoo say? "Sweet!" ... What about mine? "Dude!" ... What does mine say? "Sweet!"... What about mine? "Dude!" ... What does mine say? "Sweet!" ... What about mine? "Dude!" ... What does mine say? "Sweet!" ... What about mine? "Dude!" What does mine say? "Sweet!" What about mine? "Dude!" What does mine say? "Sweet!" What about mine? //angry// "Dude!" What does mine say? //screaming// "Sweeeeeeeeeetah!" Untill I got my new cell phone everytime ya turned on the old one it would say 'shibby'... //sigh// And then there was this one time where we watched it twice in a row.... ... and then we watched it again... with the audio commentary! Uggh... I can't believe that I forgot about this movie... it makes me a little sad... a little bit... ...I heart it so much... is that weird? Hi Jeff. In a word... zoltan... ///posted by the often humiliated but never decaffeinated X @ 8/07/2005 0 Fresh Colorful Commentaries...

8/06/2005 Like A Slow Motion Bullet Through A Ripe Apple... I will travel beyond what can be seen with the human eye... Like a slow motion bullet through a ripe apple... A witness to things never imagined... Things never realized... Things unrecognizable... untill now... And I will be the first to break free... Going places I've never heard of... Places I've never been... To places I've only seen... in my dreams... Talk about being trippy... In a word... whoaheavy... ///posted by the often humiliated but never decaffeinated X @ 8/06/2005 0 Fresh Colorful Commentaries...

8/05/2005 Urban Renewal... Liver Decay... Oh yeah... the crack of the bat... the roar of the crowd... the buzz of the beer... But as soon as we got there... peeps wanted to sell us stuff... it was annoying... So I bought a bumber sticker the size of a placemat that said something about 'Love someone...' for 2 bucks... And then some kid was sellin' candy to 'keep kids like him off the street' so for 5 bucks I got a shoe-box-sized box of honey roasted peanuts... ... and no one bothered us again... as we repeatedly reveled in our recreational refreshments... It was kinda funny though... I toally did not feel the first few go down but I guess at some point the switch was switched and the buzz was on... ... and I wuz... feelin' gooooood... Thanks G-Money... it was awesome! In a word... buzzisthenewbooze... ///posted by the often humiliated but never decaffeinated X @ 8/05/2005 0 Fresh Colorful Commentaries...